Its been 48 years of soul-retrieval work that has taken a huge baseball bat to my emotional brain. I went back all the way ..I finally figured out how to be smart – be o.k. with being smart being o.k. with being me ..which is really a nice fun gentle souled gurl with a sick & twisted sense of humor the Jesse J song. She says ‘I’m perfectly incomplete still working on my masterpiece’. Self respect, self love is the ‘I am’ presence. It’s when you surrender and accept God inside, that’s like the surrender phase. I have been praying for the Law of Self Recovery and Law of Energy. I figure, if I feel better… ‘I heal when I deal’.